Assalamualaikum,


I started blogging on 7 years ago when I was Form 5. I built a blog because I want a place to share my problem. I am a shy girl that kept everything as a secret. I use the blog as a platform for me expressing my feelings and unsatisfaction towards others. I wrote everything in details for 4 years. Then, I stop. I forgot about it and focus more on the study. A year later, I started to check my blog and up an entry about what is going with me. That moment, my blog is very personal and it talks about my relationships with people. Everything is not right.

So, I decided to reblog again with a new name and a new life on March 2017. Now, I focus on blogging and try to connect with bloggers around the world. I want to share my experiences, my life and my hobbies on this blog. I can't forget whatever happened before but I can rebuild it with a new people. Find new friends and share my posts. They will supports you more than you know. I am glad to know many bloggers even though I just started to active 3 months ago.

Now, I have many blogger friends that I can share the problem with.

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,




Hi,

Today I want to talk about my siblings. I have four siblings including myself. 3 boys and one girl. I am the only girl. That's why it's hard for me to understand fashion and makeup.

Let's start this talk with my elder brother. He is 28 years old and 4 years apart from me. He is the only "abang" that I have. When I was in standard 1, he was the only one I can depend on in primary school. There are many things happened when we were kids. In standard 2, we came to school late. You know what, I am the only one that got punished by the teacher. He got escape because of the title he has, "head student". I am his sister. I felt sad being punished and need to collect trashes at the assembly. He is an intelligent student. I don't want to tell his scores because I felt very terrible about it. Now, he is further his study in Master of Mechanical Engineering. By the way, he had married a year ago. I have a sister right now. I had my wish come true for having a sister.

The second child is me. We gonna skip it the details. I have 2 younger brothers. My brother below me is 22 years old and 2 years apart from me. He still studying in Bachelor of Mechanical Engineering. See how my elder and my younger brother loves the same thing. He is very grumpy. I can't talk to him in the correct way. I will be the one that being scolded by him. Sometimes, he is nice. Sometimes, he is moody. He was a nice boy to me when he was in primary school. I don't know what went wrong. An excellent student but he should try to change his attitude towards people. At least, both of them study when someone told them to.

However, my youngest brother is not like them. He is very stubborn and hot tempered. He is the only one who dares to challenge my father. Maybe he never gets hit badly when he was a kid. He was too spoiled. Everything is done by someone else. He is 10 years apart from me and now he is 14 years old. Both of my elder and younger brother are disciplined in their high school because they learned at boarding school. But my youngest brother is not disciplined at all. He likes to delayed everything until last minute. My mum and I always get mad at him for being like that. He doesn't like to hear other people advice. He likes to get a beaten from my dad. I will avoid at any cost for getting a beat from my dad. Who doesn't scared of my father? I hate his attitude and behaviour but he is the only brother that always accompany me when I am bored.

I love all my siblings especially the youngest. <3 <3

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,




Hi,

Today I want to talk about my name. How I got it and what is the meaning of it? A name is a unique ID for all people in this world. People called us by calling our name. If you don't have a name, how other people call you? Hey!! You want people to call you that. I don't. It kinda rude to people.

My name is Mardhiyyah Rosli. I got my name from my grandmother, that also have Mar in her name. The meaning of my name is "yang diredhai" a.k.a blessed. I like when people say my name correctly. However, there are few people say my name and write it incorrectly. There are people that call me, Madihah. Who is Madihah? I do not know that person. There are people who wrote my name, missing some letters. My name has double Y, but people always wrote it Mardiyah. See, another letter is missing, H. Please remember my name and say it correctly.

After all of this that happened to my name, I have decided to create a short and easy nickname. My nickname is Mya. By the way, I love my real name, Mardhiyyah Rosli. <3 How about you?

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,



Hi,

The topic for today is best friend forever. I know everyone in this world has a friend. So do I. A lot of friends. But the one that stays with you when troubled and sad, there is only one.

I want to talk about my best friend. I know her since I was a kid. We are cousins but closer as a friend. She is one year younger than me but more mature. We always play together when I got back to my hometown. She lives in Kuantan, where my hometown belong. While I live in Kuala Lumpur. We only can meet on weekends or celebrate the occasions such as wedding event and Hari Raya Aidilfitri. When I got back to Kuantan, I always went to her house and slept at there. I still sneaked out to her house until now. Sometimes, she will ask my mother about my whereabout when I'm not following my parents to Kuantan. It is very hard to communicate without a mobile phone.

Finally, I got my own mobile phone when I was in form 4. That is the moment where I always texting her. Ask her everything. When I have trouble, I always seek her for pieces of advice to get my spirits back. I also close to all of her family members except for the boys. It is very awkward to talk to them. Right now, she is still studying. I hope she studied and try her best. Make your parents proud. I will wait for you to get married first. But before that, you must be my bridesmaids. Anyway, I love you, Shira. I love you so much. Thank you for being my best friend in my whole life.

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

p/s: I hope we can meet before Aidilfitri because this year I will celebrate it at Batu Pahat. 

Assalamualaikum,



Hi,

Today I want to talk about my favourite quote. Why I choose this as my favourite? Did this quote related to me? Did something happen to me that makes me believe in this quote?

BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND STAY STRONG

My favourite quote is believed in myself and stay strong. I have been struggling with my life for couple years ago. I am overstressed with something that happened very badly. I am having difficulties with my fellow friends. I don't get their trusts. They preferred listening to rumours from others than a real story from me. I don't know if they friends with for real or for something else. I will story a situation that makes me choose my friends wisely.

This situation happened when I was studying in diploma. A friend that close to you for something. In my second year, I already planned to stay with some of my friends at a rental house. But one of them is telling me to get out from there. You know why? She said that I will troubling other people for not having transportation. There are other girls that do not have transportation but why me? She texts me about it that I do not belong to that place and post it on facebook about me. I feel so terrible.

After that, I choose my own way by living with new friends in a dorm near the campus. I don't need their transport at all. I went to class by walking. I changed back to the original class because I passed all papers. By the way, the friends that kicked me out from the house before are looking for me again after what she have done. But I don't care. I can survive on my own and with my new friends. I don't need them anymore. A friend that close to you for her own wishes and left you like you are nothing to her.

I can do everything by myself. I just need to believe in myself that I can do it. You can't depend on someone that might leave you soon enough. But sometimes, without someone supporting you from behind also can make you fall badly. That's why I need to choose my friends wisely and at the same time believe in myself to achieve something impossible to me. Stay strong, Mya.

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,



Hi,

The topic for today is something that I just study about it. I thought pet peeve is about a pet. Actually, the pet peeve is something that annoys or bother a person too much. Today I want to talk about my pet peeve. Something that annoys me too much.

My top 5 pet peeve are:-

1. Repeating myself.
   I hate when people asked something that I need to repeat more than twice. It shows that the people do not pay attention to you. I hate people that repeating themselves more than twice too. I can hear everything very clearly, you don't have to repeat it loudly. 
2. Unannounced visitors.
   I know we should treat our visitors nicely. Sometimes, I hate unannounced visitors. Come to our house without warning. At least, if they announced their visiting, I can prepare more than usual. You came to someone house unannounced with your family, we serve you to eat and drink but the children of the owner didn't get to eat. Don't you feel sorry for them?  I feel sorry because I've been through it. I don't care how many you want to eat if the food is many. But now, the owner of the house has decided to cook few just for her family. This certain people are annoyed me. 
3. Touching my things without asking.
   I think every people don't like other people touching their stuff. So do I. I want some privacy. Unless I give a permission on it. You touched my stuff, you rearranged their position and you break some of the stuff. Who doesn't get mad? Especially precious things that have memory with it. If you want to touch, please ask a permission. I don't get angry. Okay?
4. Loud people.
   I don't like people that speak very loudly. I mean their tone of speaking is very hard. I talk to you nice and slow but you talk to me in an angry tone and loud. I don't like people that hear music loudly by themselves. They should respect surrounding people. If you want to hear it really bad and loudly, wear your earphone or headphone. Don't disturb others. Please.
5. Nosey people.
   "Orang yang sibuk jaga tepi kain orang lain". Gossip people. I don't care if you are gossip about yourself. It is your life. But please stop gossip about other people that can hurt their own feelings. You judge people based on what you heard or look. But you are not in their shoes. What they have faced to survived especially people like you. If you want to know the real story, ask themselves not creating it by yourself. Because of you, many families are destroyed.

Assalamualaikum,


Hi,

There are 6 days left before my 31-day blog challenge comes to end. The topic for today is a date that I love to go on. I have never been a date before. I love romantic scene from a sweet couple. I want to share my dream date.

My dream date that I love to go on with my future husband. I want to go on a date with my husband to a beach. Walking while holding hands. I want to watch a lot of movies at the cinema with him. Travelling to many beautiful places together. I want to try all of the hobbies that I and my husband love together, I want to ride a cruise together while doing Titanic scene. I hope I can get my dream come true.

What kinda date that you would love to do with your future husband or your loving husband?

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,




Hi,

Today I will change the theme to animated. What kind of animation movies that you like? However, I want to talk more about Disney Princesses. If you can be one of Disney princesses, who would you choose? If I can be one of Disney princesses, I will choose Snow White.


I choose Snow White because

• Her skin is white as snow.
• She has a beautiful dress.
• She can communicate with animals.
• She friends with the seven adorable dwarf with their own personality; Doc, Grumpy, Happy, Sleepy, Bashful, Sneezy and Dopey.
• The last one, fall in love and marrying with a prince.

Assalamualaikum,

1. Marry before 27 years old.
   For me, it is quite impossible to get married in time. I still have 3 years to fulfil this wish. I don't have someone to be my husband-to-be. But if I do, can I achieve this wish in time. I know "jodoh dan pertemuan di tangan Allah s.w.t" but as a human, we need to plan and try hard as we could but the one that made the decision is Allah. No one knows what will be happened.
2. RM100K
   I want to settle all my debts and bring my family to a vacation. I also want to further studies and start a career with it. The balance of the money will be given to people in need.
3.  Own a car and house.
   I want to have my own car and a house. I can go anywhere with a transport. I don't have to troubled people anymore. I want to own a house especially after I marry someone.

Assalamualaikum,




Hi,

Korang rasa boleh tak kalau satu topik ini je aku berbahasa Malaysia. Perkara-perkara macam ini banyak menggunakan minda dan khayalan aku untuk menulis. Tak apa kan?

Topik pada hari ini ialah 5 perkara yang banyak kali terlintas dalam fikiran aku. Sebenarnya bila aku tengok sekeliling, banyak benda yang terlintas bukan sahaja di dalam fikiran tetapi juga di dalam hati. Jeng jeng jeng.

Perkara yang terlintas di dalam fikiran penulis adalah

1. Kahwin
   Ramai kawan dan orang yang aku kenal yang lagi muda daripada aku dah kahwin. Dah ada anak lagi. Bilalah agaknya jodoh aku nak sampai. ;(  Bercakap pasal kahwin ini, rasa cemburu pula bila ada kawan-kawan upload gambar anak. Aku sukakan kanak-kanak. Geramnya. Perasaan aku untuk menjadi ibu semakin membuak-buak. Wahai si pemilik hati, terimalah diriku ini seadanya. "Sibuk cakap pasal kahwin, calon tak ada lagi. Lainlah kalau dah ada calon, suruh sahaja dia masuk meminang."
2. Kerja
   Susah juga bila jadi pengganggur yang nak cari kerja. Kalau boleh nak mohon sampai utara, tetapi mengenangkan tiada transport + lesen. KL pun jadilah. Aku nak try cari 2-3 kerja lagi. Huh! "Jangan mengeluh! Tak elok." Buat masa sekarang, aku hanya kerja sambilan sebagai dropship Nurraysa sahaja. Aku dah apply mana yang aku boleh apply. " In sha allah kalau ada rezeki, ada lah yang memanggil untuk bekerja.
3. PTPTN
   Dalam kepala dah memang set, cari kerja, kumpul duit dan setelkan hutang. Dah setel segala hutang, kau nak buat apa, buatlah. Tak ada orang kisah pun. Nak melancong ke luar negara pun, pergilah. Tiada siapa pun yang dapat halang. Inilah matlamat aku yang pertama. Langsaikan hutang.
4. Bercuti
   Dah lama juga aku tak pergi bercuti. Asyik-asyik kena tinggal sahaja. Nak pergi luar negara, passport tak ada, PTPTN kena setel dahulu. Nak ajak kawan-kawan, I seganlah. Walaupun kawan sekali pun. Semua orang busy. Aku tak suka ganggu dan menyusahkan orang. Ada kawan aku cakap aku macam tu, sebab tu aku jarang mesej kawan-kawan. Nak jaga hati orang.
5. Lesen kereta + motor
   Hajat aku nak mempunyai lesen tu sebenarnya dah lama. Ada orang nak sponsor lagi itu. Aku ni tinggi orangnya, agak-agak kereta myvi atau axia tu boleh ke aku drive. Muat ke? Aku dah plan paling lambat tahun depan ambil lesen. Susahlah tak ada transport. Agak-agak susah tak?

Assalamualaikum,


Hi,

The topic for today is what makes me feel better, always. Sometimes when I am having a bad mood, there always something that I need to calm and feel better.

The first thing I really need is my pillow. I can calm myself just with a pillow. By having my pillow near me, I feel relaxed and sleepy. Even though, without my smartphone or my laptop. I still feel better with it.

Besides, I always listening to music when I am in a rage. It soothes my emotion. I always listen to it when my smartphone's battery is full.

Finally, I need my laptop to watch anime. By watching anime especially comedy part will let me forget what just happened to me. Everything happened that day are disappeared from my mind.

These 3 things I must have near me wherever I go except for my laptop. I only bring it with me if I stayed out more than 2 days. My pillow I need to have it everywhere I go. I don't mean a pillow that I bring from my house. I mean any pillow I found at the place where I stayed. Unless I need to bring it, I will bring it.

What makes you feel better, always.

That's all for today.

Love,
Mya Rosli

Assalamualaikum,

1. Sensitive
   I am a person that cry easily after people mad at me. However, I am also a person that forgive easily but never forget.
2. Shy
   I scared to start a conversation. I am having problem with my confidence level.. I feel embarrassed when talking in front of crowded people.
3. Scaredy Cat
   I am not too fond of the horror genre. It gives me a nightmare after I watched it. I often startled with something that appeared from nowhere such as cockroaches or people that sneaked on me.
4. Overthinking
   I always think negatively when someone I knew suddenly abandoned me without reason. I always am careful with my words towards others.
5. Chocolates
   I love chocolates. I always preferred eating desserts flavoured chocolates. Chocolate Ice Cream, Chocolate Cake and Chocolate Bar.
6. Love Kids
   I love kids so much. They are adorable and petite. I like playing with my adorable cousins when I am going back to my hometown. I want to have many children after I marry.
7. Baking and Cooking
   I started to love baking and cooking after I watched many videos about food. I love watching Gemma Stanford on BiggerBolderBaking. She taught me a simple way to baking. I want to attend baking classes and become a pastry chef.
8. Fierce
   I might a shy person but to someone that really close to me do not think that way. I am a mood changer. I like to change my mood depends on situations I've been through. Some of my classmates have been yelled because they don't do their part. I don't like people disturbed my sleep. You know what? My youngest brother called me a lion because I always get mad at him.
9. Sleepy Head
   I don't know if sleep has become my habit or I sleep too much. I always feel sleepy when I am very bored or tired. I always get sleepy when I read too many theories. I have slept many times at class even though, a lecturer is teaching in front. I think I have insomnia, sleep problem.
10. Childish
    I admit that I am not matured enough. I am a little-spoiled brat. I am not too demanding on materials but I love food so much. My aunt said my voice and my face looks like a child. I will immediately change my voice when people said like that. Someone that have same age or younger than me are more matured like my cousins.

Assalamualaikum,

Assalamualaikum,

• Caring
  I want he loves me and accepts me the way I am.
• Responsible
  He knows how to divide his time for family and his works.
• Love kids
  I hope he loves kids as I love kids too.
• Handsome
  Actually, I don't care about looks, but if I ever get one, who will push him away.

p/s: too short because of busy blogwalking all the segments that have come to end.

Assalamualaikum,



Hi, we meet again.

Today I want to talk about 5 things that I would love to experience in the future. There are many things that I love to try for more experiences. I am not an active person after stop playing sports when I was 18 due to studies. I will list 5 things that I want to do long ago but due to certain circumstances, I have to hold it. *drum roll, please*

Five things that I would love to experience in the future are:-

1. Learn Martial Arts
   When I was a kid, I want to learn taekwondo. However, the fee to join the club is unaffordable for my parents. So, I need to forget that wish. That wish is coming back to me after one of my lecturers asked whether I want to join their club. He said you are a tall girl and definitely can kick higher. I have to say no because I've become a shy girl. If I have another chance to learn any martial arts, I will grab it.
2. Outdoor Activities
   I love doing outdoor activities since I was a kid. I try to participate in outdoor activities such as camping and school trip. I've done wall climbing before but never finished to the top. I always join the activities that been organised by the school. I want to get more involved by doing it by myself or with my friends. 
3. Snorkelling and Swimming
   I want to learn swimming because I love playing in the pool. The only thing can I do is walk around the pool and submerged myself to wash my head. When I try to swim forward, I will go downward to the bottom. I also want to try snorkelling because all my family members have done that. I'm the only one doesn't because I was studying and been left out for the holiday at Pulau Tioman.
4. Travelling Overseas
   Jealous seeing other people that I know have traveled overseas. I want to go but I don't have a passport. I need to settling my debt before I got to go overseas. I want to experience spring season especially at Japan.
5. Culinary Arts
   I started to love baking after struggling and having a long holiday at home. I love trying recipes that I found in internet. I want to further my studies and my career in culinary arts.